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"The Only Way (Is The Wrong Way)"

Did you think that I'd disappear?
Did you think that I'd wash away?
Did you think that I'd last this long?
Did you think that I'd get this strong?

Everytime they try to make me change
they just wear me down with more chains

And it feels like
that you with me or against me
and it feels like
that your promises are all mine
and it feels like
that to push me is to shove me
and it feels like
that the only way is the wrong way

Did you think that I'd could be your crutch
Did you think that life could mean so much
Did you think that this could end in birth?
Did you think that this was just plain old luck

and everytime that try to make me change
that just wear me down with more chains

And it feels like
that you with me or against me
and it feels like
that your promises are all mine
and it feels like
that to push me is to shove me
and it feels like
that the only way is the wrong way

everytime they try to make me change
they just wear me down with more chains

And it feels like
that you with me or against me
and it feels like
that your promises are all mine
and it feels like
that to push me is to shove me
and it feels like
that the only way is the wrong way

and it feels like
that the only way is the wrong way

and it feels like
that the only way is the wrong way

the only way is the wrong way
the only way is the wrong way

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Meagan M Woodcock
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It's been over three months since my last journal. Much has happened since the last time I rambled here- mumbled more like. In the past months I endured my 24th birthday, went to a few summer parties, spoke/saw some old friends, and moved into an apartment.

Despite the relief of finally having my own space, I was enveloped in stress. I joke that I will be bald sooner than later since wads of hair are escaping the weak grasp of my brain when I brush my hair or shower :D

The last 5-6 days off, after working full-time, I've been moving, running errands to get criteria met for the lease, and moving my cats in. Occasionally my eyes turn red from rage or crying :) I start popping off demands like a mean boss and eventually fall face first onto the floor and wait.

While I had hoped that this new space and liberty would bring motivation and desire to start creating again, the responsibility and constant running around town has left me sore in the knees (literally) and left me with urges to curl into the fetal position to ignore it.

My art desk is finally set up in the corner of the living room with the window perched at the top. I bought a dark brown bookcase for $20 from a junk seller at a local market. Retail, it probably cost more like $100. It holds my gouaches, watercolors, microns, and drawing pads. Some other little knick knacks like a heavy clay winged-whale I made in 3D ceramics class years ago.

Last night was a nightmare. While my orange tabby Abbey came to terms with her new home by freaking out over the spinning ball toy on the floor and getting into everything, my poor Cheetah, calico, on the hour all night wondered to the bedroom closet, looked at the ceiling, and cried. Every. Single. Hour. I did everything to console her. Picked her up, put her cat bed in the closet, let her climb around up high to snoop, pet her on the bed, etc. She either tried to dig her way under the bed or into the closet, or instead meowed until we forcefully snuggled her to shut up.

We speculate that despite space changes, the layout of the apartment is MUCH like the home we lived in. I think when she looks up at the ceiling, she's expecting to see the glowing stars I had in my old room.

I've spread catnip around the house here and there. While I don't think drugs are the answer, usually, this cat needs to mellow out.... or we're not sleeping at all.

My mood swings up and down and all around. I feel sad some days, okay others, and tired many. It's quiet. I longed to die alone in a dark closet for so long, that now that I have the opportunity to do so, it no longer feels enticing ;P

I have to head off to work now and hope the cats don't shred everything to pieces when they find out it's just them in the apartment. Usually they are just fine, but like humans, they have anxiety too, I just can't speak cat to them :(

Maybe soon I'll upload some more art. I see it's been a few months. I have zero excuses now to get back into exercising and drawing :)

Toodles,
Meagan



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:iconladykylin:
LadyKylin Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2016  Hobbyist
Aww, thank ya for the fav on my flower :)

how have ya been ?
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MMWoodcock Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2016  Professional Digital Artist
Im always looking at your posts but dobt have as much time to hang online anymore and give feedback :XD:
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LadyKylin Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2016  Hobbyist
Well, with the move done maybe that will change? ::Looks incredibly hopeful::
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3rdMiddleMist Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Late Birthday. I was gonna draw you something But I didnt finish it, but it doesnt matter because my Pc shut off, and I didnt save the file. -=- 
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MMWoodcock Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2016  Professional Digital Artist
No worries :-) there's always next year :D and crashes always stink!
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