I'll try to keep this journal short and sweet, but maybe not. It's been a month since the last stupid journal. Blessed be the souls that read these things and NEVER venture past 2012 in my journals. It is horrendous.
My days are here and there. I think I seem okay on the outside now. People don't seem to bug me as often or look at me worryingly. At the flip of a switch, though, I can have a meltdown. Sometimes it's a thought or a song or a place or a comment. It is what it is.
I'm not as sappy as I was a month ago, although it could be the day. I'm eating muffins and drinking Coney Island while I listen to Boy Hits Car. I'm speculating full-time position at work (i'm getting all the stipulations in line... because right now I am part time working full-time because I'm the only one
), and in general the weeks are like a teeter-tot (now if they were tatertots, I'd always wish my life was in chaos). I decided to break routine this morning. I slept in and saved the morning shower for later... because I'm not going anywhere, and I deserve not to give a *&$% sometimes.
I am also contemplating on streaming later today. If you guys notice, there is a twitter feed on my page, and I often put my Twitch link there. Go over and check it out! Currently they are WIPs, and I record silent. I don't listen to music when I paint usually, but to avoid Twitch muting my stuff, I just don't have any sound! Genius right? 
I'm also making two splurge purchases. A pair of bronze colored boots for work and perhaps a Spartina bag (omg, fashion?). But the purse is a $100.00 cheaper because of where I work (employee discount).
I'd normally cry if I spent more than $50 on shoes or a purse, but I will make exception this time. Like a while ago, I finally watched movie Epic, an animated movie from 20th century. Story was alright, characters were unique, but this one scene....
I laughed so hard that I almost choked and knocked a book case onto myself (from grabbing it). www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZ_6qT…
(On a side note, I just rewatched this scene and get tears in my eyes.
)I'm wanting to explore different art styles, too. I'm getting super bored with my work currently and feel like it's not progressing. I started this piece as a Kiriban for Nobody for catching my 50K pageviews. She requested some bird-stuff
She introduced me to the Tui bird from New Zealand (where she resides). I love the bird! So I started painting this with the intent to keep it painterly and rough.I am 6 hours into it so far, but much to be worked on.
Been trying to pep talk myself into exercise routine again and I had been doing 100 squats everyday (for dat ass!) but then... I somehow did some with poor posture and pulled my back (old lady is old). This is how I feel about Fitness.
If you have made it this far, congratulations. I think Coney island is kicking in, so I can't be bothered to write anymore
Shout out to Nobody for always taking time to have general talk and encouragement
Like the cheerleader! (see, you should try pom-pom pig tails for your hair A vampire cheerleader.).
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